Faith is not a one time choice. It is a part of your life. You are called to endure when things are uncertain, scary, or quiet. When faith gets hard turn to God in prayer. He may tell you to trust Him. When He does, then go to God's Words. Read His promises. Remember all the times He has come through for you. Remind yourself that you are not alone in this and that He will come through again. Remember the end game goal. You are living life now that is flawed and hard sometimes, but your faith is working to have eternity with God in perfection.
Your faith is like a muscle. You have to work it out. When things are hard that is when you find your limits and then you start working to be more faithful in those areas. Your are working to be steadfast under every trial and find renewed strength in the Holy Spirit. Your faith is where you find strength, hope, and the ability to endure.
Faith is often compared to athletic training, especial cross country running. It gives you a visual of what is happening in the spiritual. The path has ups, downs, unseen holes, heat, cold, and other elements that make it unpredictable. The secret is to stay focused on the end goal so that you can remember what you are living for and fighting to have a close relationship with God.
You are not able to endure on your own. You need the Holy Spirit to help you. He is your spiritual guide. He will lead you through the danger and hard times. He wont lead you around, but He will get you through safely if you trust Him. As you go through things He will provide you understanding and wisdom. It can take what feels like a really long time (years) to get through some things, but in the spectrum of eternity it is not that long. It is for your benefit that you go through it. It will burn away things that put distance between you and God leaving your more pure than when you began.
Faith is a life journey. It is not a one time event of declaring your believe in Jesus. It is deciding to walk with Jesus for the rest of your life. This path is not always understood by people, but you are doing as God commanded and that is what matters most.
Enduring faith is learning how to love like Jesus, confront sin, and be angry without sinning. You learn grace, mercy, kindness, and more. You shed preconceived ideas of what being a Christian is like a pushover, doormat, or being perfect. You learn how to judge according to God's standards. You do not judge people, you judge sinful behavior. This takes time and maturity. This does not happen over night, in a year, of even a few years. Your maturing will look different from other people. Some areas will come easier for you and you will have to work harder in other areas.
The things to remember is that you will never be done in your journey in faith until the day you meet God face to face. When you enter Heaven you will finally be the perfect version of yourself. You will be ready to worship and live with God without any distractions. All the things that tear you apart, hurt, or confuse you will be gone. This is what you are working toward. In heaven you will no longer have to be strong or courageous because there will be nothing to fear. You will be your truest self without any defenses, walls, or need for security because you will have everything your need and more.
Joshua 1:6-9, Judges 6:33-35, 7:23-25, 8:10-12, Psalm 46:1-3, Isaiah 40:28-31, Romans 5:3-5, 15:12-13, 2 Corinthians 12:8-10, Galatians 6:7-10, Hebrews 12:1-4, & James 1:12-15