The one place you can be brutally honest no matter what is in your prayers. God can handle your anger, disappointment, doubts, and more. You can say anything, but go to Him. Allow Him to be a part of it. He will reveal Himself. He will be there. He will take it and show you love in return.
The point of prayer is to grow closer to God. It is how you communicate with your creator. It opens your spirit up to the truth as long as you are being honest with yourself too. It helps you understand who you are in Jesus. It can inspire personal growth. If your faith has become lukewarm, then prayer is where you can renew the flame.
When you prayer honestly you can find peace, grace, love, relief, and more. When you pray while in God's Word you can grow deeper in your relationship with God. You do have to be willing to take an honest look at your life, so that the Holy Spirit can reveal truths to you. Everyone has issues with pride. It is just a matter of where it is in you. Once you face your pride you can start getting rid of it.
When you pray ask yourself some questions along with God. How diligent are you in pursuing a relationship with God? How much energy and time do you give back to Him? Do you meditate on what you do study or forget about it? Are you willing to obey God's Word? Do you confess and repent your sins? Do you live life with urgency like Jesus could return today?
It is also good to find a prayer partner. This is a person(s) that you can be your true self around. They will not judge nor condone your sin(s). They will return your honesty with kind honesty. They will keep you from being independent which makes you more vulnerable to give into your pride. They hold you accountable and you do so in return for them. They help you stay zealous for God.
To be zealous is to to have affection and love. It is part of staying passionate for God. It leads to quick repentance when you do sin. To repent is not to feel bad or guilty. It is changing your mind about what you did and believing it was wrong. It leads to a change to do what is right. You need God's wisdom to see your sin for what it is. You need prayer and His Word to gain His wisdom.
Pray that God searches your heart to reveal truths about you to you. Ask for grace to face the truth. Then ask for repentance into your heart and mind. Pray for an open and obedient heart to move closer to God. Pray for the strength to be honest with yourself, prayer partner, and anyone else that you need to be true to.
Proverbs 20:5-7, 21:2-4, 30:11-14, 2 Corinthians 13:3-6, 1 Timothy 1:15-17, Hebrews 12:5-6, James 1:22-25, & Revelations 3:14-22